S.T.O.P!!! I need to STOP!!!

This is the 3rd time i say i wanna stop ad..
I wish i can make it after this box..
I really hope that i can this time..
At least from now onwards stop buying box..
By this way at least would make me smoke lesser but will need some sponsor sometimes..
Actually there is a reason i plan for this 3rd time of stopping myself from fag..
Can feel that my lung is keep on pulling me day by day..
It's giving me ache in lung everyday, every few hours will surely have few times, plus...
from last time till now i ad got health problem..
but still haven't go check la... It's been 2 years i gone through here pain there pain.. sometime lung sometimes stomach sometimes head and.... lots more..
This pain is keep on repeating happen to me like earth have four season,
different is just it happen faster than season.. it just change in few days time..
Maybe i need a rest, this is wat i always tell myself but still i cant make it..
But anyhow, i guess i really need to stop fagging as a daily habit ad..
O else, u guys surely going to see me in Hospital soon..
wish i really can make it this time..