Where is my dream??

Haiz.. 2 years time were just wasted like this.. Friends which i know and going the same way as me were here and there all over malaysia now and i am still here at klang.. Seeing each of them preparing stuff to leave here for further study, i suddenly feel my heart were flying some where else which i dun expect it to be.. my heart were following the flow now.. wish i could able to enter uni also.. haiz.. sad.. 2 years were just wasted like that without a piece of paper on hand.. STPM is really hard? no.. i dun think so if u were study properly and put all ur efford into it since u start form 6..and made a right choice in course u like.
but me? study work study work make me really tired.. ended up sleeping inside the class whole day.. and 2 month before exam only try to catch back... conclusion?? FAIL
regret is useless now.. further study have gone far away from me.. chance for a step in uni have disappear.. study is far apart of me now...
College life would not afford, Uni life screw up..
Looks like i really need to put more efford in work.. at least now i am a supervisor in a shop..
getting promoted is not as easy as i thought..
leaving the company for a better opportunity was not easy also.. Have been offer by a lot company but end up i didnt not have enough courage to leave this company..
What is ahead me? i keep on ask myself!!
Can't see anything, what ever ahead me is blank now..
My dream to explore the world have crashed too..
With my situation now, every dream of mine have gone... Life is changing towards me so fast.. Seeing people having fun while i still need to work, the feeling is real sucks..My freedom have gone too...
ARRGH!!!... Since small watever ahead me was already blank, hardly imagine my future is still blank now.. Living in this world wothout a dream is sucks!! No Finish line ahead me.. and wat i can do is just run and run and run.. Really very tired ady.. Can hardly continue run somemore but wat i can do is still carry on crawl.. My family is still waiting for me to back home..
Feeling sorrow and lonely making my strength to getting weak and weaker..

WARNING!!

As a human, PLEASE make sure wat have happen before u start a quarrel with someone!! Unless u are a stupid Fucker which never been teach by ur mum and dad before!! and at here i wanna make sure one thing, i hate those fucking people that like to blame on someone and those which doesn't make clear of everythin before start blaming people!! So.. Please do make sure wat have happen before u left a post here.. hope that everyone of u was graduated by ur parent before u were here and dun be a pussy!! if u dare to post make sure u dare to let people know who are u also!! Dun try to put ur name like very scary o fierce but doesn't dare to stand out to show urself also..!! As like u name urself "punisher", do u think u are god? u are just a pussy!! "gui gui sui sui". Be a human please, if u think u are a god o punisher then just come and punish me!! no point u comment so many shit at the CBOX and name urself punisher but be a coward there!!
If u all dun understand HOW DOES A PUSSY ACT? Please refer to the CBOX which name "PUNISHER- coward, pussy fellow." a good eg. for all of u..
REMENBER!!
Dun be a pussy!!

True Friend and Love??

What is true friend??
What is true love??
How many true friend and true love did a person have??
I have been through a deep relationship before and for me it was a true love.. but it's the end now.. my true love have leave me far apart now.. the feeling of love is no longer in my heart now.. I wonder where have it been.. Can hardly find it deep inside my heart now.. Maybe my true love were just ended but will there be another?? another true love?? no one have the right to answer me this question i guess.. haha XD.. sound stupid right?
By the way, How many true friend did u have?? Wat is true friend?? Who is ur true friend?? Once i were thought i have a lot of friend.. That was long time ago.. Now i can feel wat is friend means to me and who is the one which can be call friend and which is the one i should call bro.. or best friend..
I wonder could any of my fren tell me that they treat me as a true friend, a true friend which willing to help no matter when o wat, a friend which willing to share with u wat he got, a friend who willing to help u find solution... a fren which willing to come out to accompany u no matter when o wat is coming up next..
How many of u dare to say that u will do that?? how many of human that would stand up and say they willing to give wat ever they have to one person as a true friend help?? i guess there will be very less.. i am this kind of person, if i were able to help no matter how busy i also will help as long as in my memory he was one of my friend, i would never let go any of my friend no matter how i hate them..LOL.. but do i get the same feedback?? that is a secret..