Wish??

hmm.. at this time.. this post.. 
I was trying to sort out what i want, what i like, and what i prefer..
I have live 20 years and going into 21 now..
I dun really know what i want and what i expect from myself..


I love to travel..
I love to take picture of others but not myself..
I love to see people smile when with me..
I love to be rich.. not really really rich but just rich enough for me not to worry bout my expenses.
I love to learn more bout  technology..
I love to have a car i like..
I love superbike..
I love to have my own house..
I love to share what people have..

.. at this rate..
i was unable to have any above..
i dunno how to make those wish success..
but i just wish to have all those above...


I like to travel a lot.. Travel to see different things.. Travel to know this world better..
but now i havent even travel finish malaysia yet..


I love to take picture of others and stuff but i never own a camera yet.. i hope to get a DLSR but it is too far away from my budget...


I love to see people around me smile becoz from that smile i will know that they are happy when with me..:)

I love to be rich.. becoz i have work so many years to get myself out of poor stage that i can see people suffer to survive without money, as what i could see from my parent when they always need money but it never work far...


I love to learn more about technology.. this might becoz i have choose to learn technology as my hobby.. but i never get a really good opportunity after my previous work..

I love to have a car i like becoz it make those people that i fetch feels comfortable when with me driving to some place..

I love superbike.. becoz it make me feels that it will ride me to some other space that no one can go..


I love to have my own house so that me and my family no need worry when people say wanna add rental fees and want us to move..


I love to share what people have becoz life is short.. we might not experience the same like others.. but we may share what path that they walk before and what they see..


But when do all  of this will happen??
No one could able to tell me..
As human can never predict future... 

Betray!!

Recently i have learn a lesson again..
Previously I thought, people that u know less than 1 or 2 years only will betray u because they are not close enough with u..
But.. things tend to happen in the other direction..
I have think so much of this fren of mine..
We know each other since secondary skul that i even thought i can believe him and share with him what have i been experience and what have i gain.. but ended up betray is what i get payback..
Trusted him so much that i even tell him all my secret but ended he use me to get some better offer..
Do human act like this?? Do every human just think of their own benefit??
Or am i too easy to trust others??

I have so many things in mind that i wish to include and share with him..
but things have happen to be opposite now...
My business plan that thought of include him.. have to change now..
I dunno who else to believe in this world if fren also cannot believe..
Is there only myself in this world??
I think most probably yes...
Cause what u see and what others see is different..
Who will know what would happen after life??
Who know maybe after life u are just nothing..
Maybe u just forget everything..
Maybe u dun even know what is happening..
Maybe there is just no after life..