It's been a while..

It's been a while since everythin happen...
Back to lonely life again..
A life which none bother wat are u doing..
Or maybe a world which free from anyone and free to do watever..
A lot of plan was in the mind... But it seems nothing work..
Was plan to continue study in this coming MAY intake in OUM, but it seems to be so lost and dunno heading where yet.. None of the family members know bout it except close fren..
Going through it was still wondering in mind..
Was plan to change work.. But might have been scare..
Have been lose too much this few month, dun hope would lose anythin anymore in this year.. Was scare now, scare to change work, becoz might lose all the job but this field income doen't satisfy the living style nowadays or either support to continue study at OUM.. HOW???
No one to refer to..
No one to get support..
No one who care...
Everyone was just thought am living in a good life..
Have a Job..
Have More Than Enough Income every month..
Have a good life..
Is this wat people see?
WHY?? Did u all see inside, around and all the situation that happening?
Hope there was a help....
A hand to save me out of this trap which have been trap in it for few years..

In The Memory

Everythin is over now...
Life's getting back to where i've start..
Happy moment have ended..
It's been to fast,
Too fast for me to accept wat have happen.
Been pass a month for wat have happen, but still it's in my memory.
Seeing her from far when there's a chance, it's been making me feel more suffer.
But think back bout promise that have been made, feel i'm sorry..
Sorry for can't do wat i have been promise..
Life is getting back to normal, everythin is normal.
Nothing special in life since somethin have happen..
still Miss all the time, been feeling u are not safe when not with me anymore,
I dunno why but it just appear in my heart when i see u passing by the shop,
a shop in a mall which full of our memory to me,
I've been wonder are u really can treat it as nothing happen but u just giving me a feeling u are still with our memory...
It's been a long walk seens we start.. many thing have gone through.. gone through my life and giving me sweet and sad memory..
Will it just stop here?
Will our friendship carry on?
i've been do too much of wrong things in ur memory i hope i could erase it.. but i dun wish u will forget me...
Missing is hurt..
really hurt me since apart..
MISS

Wat Happen???!!

Is this my LIFE?
I was wondering.. In one day i lost every hope and things i have..
I lost the one i love and my academic...
Nothing left.. Only me alone in the dark way which dunno wat is coming in the future..
My future was dark..
My road was dark..
I can't see anythin ahead me..
Wat have happen?
Is this wat we call life?
No hope No wish No plan..
And wat i facing everyday is a piece of shit..
Nothing else..Only me and Shit that happen to me everyday everynight..
Am i suppost to be like this?
is this wat i meant to be?
Is this wat god wan it to happen to me?
Isn't it there's a way for me to get out of this darkness?
It's full of shit here.. When am i getting out of this dark hole?
Could anyone save me other than myself???
Life is sucks...
Is give up a good solution?
If it does help i would..
Can anyone give me a proper solution?

Quote of the day

"Watever u give a woman, she will make greater.
If u give her sperm, she will give u a baby.
If u give her a house, she will u a home.
If u give her groceries, she'll give u a meal.
If u give a smile, she will give u a heart.
She multiplies and enlarges what is given to her.
So if u give her any crap, be ready to receive a ton of shit."