Saturday, April 25, 2009

What Is Globalization?

Finally, a definition of globalization that I can understand and to which i now can relate:

Question:
What is the truest definition of Globalization?

Answer:
Princess
Diana's death.

Question:
How come?

Answer:
An English princess

with an Egyptian boyfriend

crashes in a French tunnel,

driving a German car

with a Dutch engine,

driven by a Belgian

who was drunk

on Scottish whisky,

(check the bottle before you change the spelling),

followed closely by Italian Paparazzi,

on Japanese motorcycles;

treated by an American doctor,

using Brazilian medicines.

This is sent to you by an Malaysian,

using Bill Gates's technology,

and you're probably reading this on your computer,

that uses Taiwanese chips,

and a Korean monitor,

assembled by Bangladeshi workers

in a Singapore plant,

transported by Indian lorry-drivers,

hijacked by Indonesians,

unloaded by Sicilian longshoremen,

and trucked to you by Mexican illegals....

That, my friends, is Globalization!

Monday, April 20, 2009

Perfect start, Sucks end.

Everything seen to be perfect when i trying to do o plan. But end up everything was screw up.. Computer, work, life and so so...I was perfectly plan wat i need to build a computer which i have wish to have long long time ago but when i was almost ready then only find out this and that was not suit. when i settle it, internet have giving me another trouble.. can't online even i have this P1 w1max modem. It screw me up..
Beside this was a small case compare to work, I have been through briefing and interview at last end up at almost get employ and now waiting for comfirmation but screw up by the employer now..He wouldn't wanna let me go. He give me all kind of reason to make me stay longer. Am i so important to ur company?? If it does why don't u offer me somethin before i plan all this? why must u say OFFER this word when only i wanna quit the job? It is so ridiculous..
Sucks. My life experience is sucks.. From the moment i born till now i dun really remember how much good things o happy things i have been thru.. It's almost like all was a bad memory to me.. My childhood was sucks, My teenage life was sucks and now when i come into working life which i have started since teenage was also sucks..
How can i change it?
I have been telling myself life is a circle, everyone will go thru sadness, poor, and.... and everyone will go thru rich, healthy life, healthy family... It's just matter of time which means when this fellow will be good and when this fellow will be down but i have been down for so many years.. when only will i become in a good life.. People say try hard may make everythin change from bad to good but i also been try hard all this years till now.. and i am really tired, tired of my life, everyday was hoping that when i awake in the other morning my life would have change.. DREAM.. All of it was just a DREAM.. It only happen in dream world..

Saturday, April 18, 2009

Life is a mess..

Life full of unexpected shit, anything can happen or change in anytime without notice and expectation from you. When u put all the efford in something and expect it to happen smoothly something which opposite surely will appear. Decision by human is always not the final, things change easily even ur mind does that. Any single things that go into ur mind will change wat u have decide and think. Sad.. Why cant human just make the final decision and insist to do it fully? Why must there be a problem when it not suppost to be needed. Friends' word izit so important? A single word from friend always change ur decision and ur thinking..

Life is full of mess... when u already having a problem, surely there will be another problem for you and this will continue and continue.. till the day u die.. shit always happen. Life is miserable..I feel I have done a lot but there is more for me to be done.. WHY?? WHY?? WHY?? ?I have been work a lot this days.. but there is still mess everywhere which make me don't have a final decision and efford to continue settle the mess..and now i have awaken by this mess... I've realise the important of pretending and sacrisfice.. It is really important to make someone u care to be happy with wat they have now even it might be hurt a lot...
Nothing is important for me as long as u are happy to get a long..

Thursday, April 16, 2009

Pretending tends to be the best solution

Everything in my life seen to be bothering me all the time. Eg: friend, family, expenses, transport, house....
Now... most of the time was friend and work. I've been hurt one of my friend too much and i'm feeling guilty for her most of the time and the feeling on me have been spread from me to my gf. Everynight she will be telling me that she feel pity for her and ask me to find a solution for it. Wat can i do? I know that she is pretending now. She like to pretend that she is nothing a lot, maybe she feel that when she is pretending might make the others feel better and no more guilty. She have been telling the world that she was a bad person but the truth is only known by herself. I know that she is hurt a lot from me and i hope she could be able to stand up on her own and forget all the past. I hope i could ask her to stop pretending cause pretending tends to be the best solution but the truth is pretending going to make more hurt and worry to her and other people. I'm a person who like to pretend also, i've been pretend in front of everyone before and i can feel how it is when u are pretending to the world or some one u care..I hope it would end soon... very soon..
Besides, work also was a big problem for me now.. I've been work in this company for almost 18 months. It's hard for me to make my decision to leave the company now but i've been offer from another company which will provide me income more than the existing company but the problem i having is this new company only provide me 2 weeks time to quit my job now. It's cruel cause i am having a post of Assistant Supervisor here and if i have to leave this company in 2 weeks time i'm gonna make this company become a mess.. The whole company seen to be control by me and handle by me for the past 18 months i really dunno wat should i do but for my future i have to take this cruel decision but the other thing is i not sure that am this company employing me yet. I only get 80% of comfirmation and i need to go for the interview tomorrow only will know the result...
Arrghhh... must life being such hard?
Hope that everything will be overcome by me easily, i tired of my life. Hope would live better soon....

Wednesday, April 15, 2009

LIfe is hard

I have hurt someone again, I hurt her deeply, "A" was a poor girl for wat she has experience in love matter and those day she was very very down and hate herself a lot until that she do not wanna face anyone and lock herself at the room for whole day and becoz of this we were only capable to be a day of couple and it end before 24 hours she accept me. It's becoz she fell burden to her past that she hurt so many guys before but i have given her hope, i have make her stand back up but herself and i say i'll support her no matter wat but i did not fulfill my promise to her or maybe i did not walk along with her when she just started to recovery from the pain she having and i told her my ex "B" was asking me will i be together wit her?? since i still like B and watever that i plan after we break for B i have choose YES.. This have make A heart broke once again and all the courage, confident was gone once again coz she just discover she like me ad when i got back B, she have been pretend to me that she was nothing but the moment i tell her i know she was not right ad.. i have make a girl sacrifice for me once again.. A was the second girl who sacrifice thing for me and B was the first... now there's nothing more i can do for A.. she have been hatred me and keep a distant from me. feel so guilty bout it, hope that time would turn back to the past when i did not hurt anyone before..
Sacrifice
this word have been bothering me for quite sometime...
i too tired to heard it...
now when i told my B bout this matter she feel so guilty and pity to A and everynight this have been bothering her from sleep and become moody, she even ask me to do somethin for her but the fact is wat can i do? must i place my leg on both bot??? NO i wouldn't do this i wont do something bad to the one i like...
wat should i do?
wat right did i have?
choosing A will make B hurt while choosing B will make A feel hurt..
must i hurt one of them?
wat should i do? wat should i do?
i dunno how should i face both of them now... could GOD help me?

Monday, April 6, 2009

SACRIFICE...

I'm not GOD..I'm just a normal human why does i need to sacrifice for everyone and everything???
I'm not born to be a good guy... why do i need to do sacrifice for others to make them live happily and i'm suffering myself here for nothing???
I'm tired...
Tired to behave like myself..
No one would know wat happening accept the ownself