4 tr1p t0 m3l4k4

was a nice plan of trip actually..
was plan long time ago..
a nice time for me to release myself out of stress..
work stress and family..
but i dun think i really enjoy it much..
maybe becoz she wasn't on my side but at least i have fren still..


the most worse part was the taman mini..
after paying RM12 to see crap in it when we are taking picture we are getting charges some more...
was a suck taman mini i went to..
was suck man

R1ght H3r3 W41t1ng 4 u

Oceans apart day after day
And I slowly go insane
I hear your voice on the line
But it doesn’t stop the pain

If I see you next to never
How can we say forever

Wherever you go
Whatever you do
I will be right here waiting for you
Whatever it takes
Or how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you

I took for granted, all the times
That I though would last somehow
I hear the laughter, I taste the tears
But I can’t get near you now

Oh, can’t you see it baby
You’ve got me goin’ CrAzY

Wherever you go
Whatever you do
I will be right here waiting for you
Whatever it takes
Or how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you

I wonder how we can survive
This romance
But in the end if I’m with you
I’ll take the chance

Oh, can’t you see it baby
You’ve got me goin’ cRaZy

Wherever you go
Whatever you do
I will be right here waiting for you
Whatever it takes
Or how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you


this is the song just suit wat i wanna tell u all the way..
no matter wat have happen to us in the comin days...
i'll still remain the same...
i'll still miss u and wait for u..
i miss u...

Again a sad ending..

Thought today will be a nice day..
after so long only she willing to meet me again...
but at last end up a sad ending also..
i miss her..
miss her hug a lot...
wanted her to stay with me as long as possible but wat have happen is only 30 mins..
sad..
and i made her very suffer again..
i was forcing her to do somethin which she dun wan..
so selfish..
now only i notice i'm being so selfish all the way..
only wanna meet her but didnt though of her condition and situation..
and i was doing somethin more selfish yesterday night which make her cry more than an hour
useless..
not worth loving..
a sad evening...

never break 4 things in ur life-trust,promise,relation&heart becoz when they break they dont make noise but pains a lot..

i have go through 1 of this and it really hurt me..
i can't change anythin now..
and i hurt her also..
once and once 1 break the same thing...
she is so angry wit me now..
i have no right to say anythin to her..
i hurt her...
hope she can forgive me soon..


i'm not worthher to suffer so much and she is being suffer now...
i dunno wat to do..
just dun wanna loose her...
love is very complicated to me..
and this was my first love.. i love her a lot...
miss...
hope i'm not loosing her..
feeling so scare to loose her..
i'm not good enough, i always hurt her,that's why i was trying to treat her as good as i can but seems like she dun wan me to do that...
haiz...
love seems to be so complicated to me...