Again a sad ending..

Thought today will be a nice day..
after so long only she willing to meet me again...
but at last end up a sad ending also..
i miss her..
miss her hug a lot...
wanted her to stay with me as long as possible but wat have happen is only 30 mins..
sad..
and i made her very suffer again..
i was forcing her to do somethin which she dun wan..
so selfish..
now only i notice i'm being so selfish all the way..
only wanna meet her but didnt though of her condition and situation..
and i was doing somethin more selfish yesterday night which make her cry more than an hour
useless..
not worth loving..
a sad evening...